3rd of June...memory!
Sweet!
Met a good friend...a mind studying person...ie psychologist....
happened to come to singapore for a short visit...met up for coffee...
Pointed me to some good directions....things to look at.
Went for a ridiculous rock climb that my fingers crushed the life of a huge gecko...doing the very same think I was ~scaling the rock walls~... but the whole event made me focus very much on self... things going around me and reflections...
I guess today was an enriching day....a day of some revelations...
Which all brought me to my senses...and I realised I've been kinda blind...deaf..dumb..stupid....
u name it...
things that were made so obvious....put right in front of me yet I didn't get it...
I decided I had to see her after her work at the airport....
surprise her there and then....just by being there...picking her up from work at night..and spending the rest of the night with her... evaluating us...making things possible again.
I'm glad I didn't just drop her off at her gates and went off in the taxi....glad I dropped off too and joined her back home.
And I never thought that re-presenting a gift was somewhat that brought meaning into the whole thing and made things brighter....(oh yah it's some glitter good stuff and does give good luck....crystals! am I starting to believe? hahaa)
As if light suddenly shone through every darkness I've been covered in for 2 whole weeks!!!
So happy I can't sleep...but at least now...sleep is just the matter of me switching off work from my head...heart problems...done settled and will keep it up in good direction....
Everything's gona be alright!
so now....rockabye! rockabye!!
hahaaa....cheers!
