What am I feeling today?...
emo crappy or is it physical literally crappy?
Guess, my treshold for anger is gona become and issue,
as the time of mental war draws near...
I wish not it comes...
It's pure headache, pure rage, pure lost in the mind of confusion and pain...

Even I'm not sure what I'm feeling today...
at a blur... into something I can't define....
can't determine...
Work stress?... handling too many things at a go?....bad combination of modules and stuff?
I don't know...clueless
WTF....

Anyway...
tummy was crappy today too...
total 8 visits to drop zone within 2hrs....making that about every 15mins I had
so say hi to the stinking bowl....
ouch! like my bottoms are smokin'...
Maybe sitting on ice would jut be good....numbing me of everything...