~The pain I'm having
The very thing that restricts me
To do what I want, I can't...
Oh The striking sensation...
That makes me lose grip
That I can't keep hold of myself
The pain I'm having...
The pain in my wrist...~


Some times as I go through my day...
disturbing thoughts run through my mind.
I've got 3 in mind. 3 possibilities. Choosing any of them would mean a different life
I'd lead altogether. Time is just racing... I can't catch up. But what I want seems to be a combination of the 3 and every one of them.
This is crazy... wrecking my brains coz of this...but who can control it some times...?
Nobody...