~There will be no ordinary days for you
If there is someone who cares like I do
just for you sweet girl
I'll be always ready with a smile
With just one glimpse of you
You dont have to search no more
Cause I am someone who would love you for sure
So... If we fall in love
Maybe we'll sing this song as one
If we fall in love
We can write a better song than this
If we fall in love
We will have this melody in our heads
If we fall in love
Anywhere with you will be a better place~

Gone has been the weekend I enjoyed most...
A wonderful saturday...
And an eventful sunday meeting up with old friends and good buddies
all at a good friend's wedding...

Somehow...something struck me last night...
I just realised that people actually took note of my many likes and dislikes...
just like even going down to the kinda of food and desserts I'd go for...
or the kind of lifestyle I'd go on with.
I'd hear things like "Kenneth wouldn't want to eat that... doesn't really like sweet stuff"...
or "Kenneth probably would be kept busy doing...."....or "Kenneth simply likes....."
and blah blah blah....

anyway... nothing bad about it...just never thought people really would remember.... coz it really
isn't that important at all.

Well...Congrats to my 2 friends....Ben and Michelle in their marriage!
Here's something I did for them....a flip page album...

http://www.thebenandmichelle.bravehost.com/

Was a wonderful evening well spent...
After work was rugging in the fields at the friendly with a foreign team...
then comes meeting the smiley for dinner and an evening at 'Swan Lake'...

Haahaa....actually it's Swan Lake on Ice...
a performance by Imperial Ice stars...a famous premier theatrical ice skating company
in the world.

Totally great stunts and coordination altogether I must say. Totally put me and me date seated with
mouth wide opened for some scenes...

Whatever it is....even if Swan Lake wasn't that all good...
The evening was already worth while rushing my entire week for...
wouldn't mind living the evening one more time... =)

For the past few nights...I haven't gotten any sleep...
Helpin' Good Buddy Ben in this marriage prep...well the photo and
graphic stuff especially.

Poor thing,....sudden panic...
Fortunately I was in Singapore...if not I'd feel bad forever.
The feelin' was good helping, though my lost of the insomnia
syndrome...so I can't ever take too many nights without sleep...
yet having to work the very next day..

Totally tiring.

Ben and Michelle...
Which them all the best! and I do hope the Photo Vid is
good enough for them....tried rushin' it out in 2 nights...
Ain't my big standard but it has to be it....
Time nowadays is kinda tight... don't have time for many things.

I'm ain't a robot no more....
Don't know if that's good or bad....coz I suffer the sleepy spells often in the day...
but have to pull through with the amount of work and things to take
responsibility for.

I've got to push on!

So rush So rush today!!!

9 quotations to set 12 enquiries to see to and 3 projects to propose....
all in the freaking morning!!! OMG....
the hulk is bursting inside....I'll become the green monster soon....lol

hahaa

Whoa! Relief!
Managed to divert off all possible big overseas arrowing for this weekend!!!
No choice...This weekend is important to me.

Can miss other weekends but not this weekend.
Not now... not ever this weekend!

And so at least I've got a slight break on the moving about from office...phew!

Argh....this is madness!!!
just had the wind that I've to make a trip to Brunei and then to Pahang this week and possibility of it
stretching to the weekends is high.

Give up all things, I'm not missing this weekend!

Having made plans for a performance that rightfully burnt a hole in my pocket...
and a gd friend's wedding I promise to turn up for....
I can miss any other weekends, but not this one.
Give me a break!

too many last minute stuff that results me in having lost time!

I maybe an on the ball worker, but I ain't superhuman!
I ain't for emotionless working process!

ARgh!....madness!

nvm....play games....act blur....
hohoho....

~Left me with goodbye and open arms
A feeling that so deep I can't hold
You're just invincible in my eyes
And the only thing against us would be time
Could it be any harder to watch you go...
walking off back home
If only I had one more hour
better one more day...
Here I lay and blind myself in laughter
A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
I just want to turn back the time
But I know I just don't have the power...
Your scent so sweet
stickin' to me always
I wish you needn't have to go
To just spend alittle more time...
to be near you again...
Oh could it be any harder....~

And I question everything and wonder about every....anything...
questions questions questions....I never stop questioning...
Everyday I've been asking at least 5 'why's...
learning curve maybe...
or is it that my questions weren't answered to begin with...?

Or I'm just turning stupid by the days...

well of coz...sometimes...it's just to irritate the hell out of people....hahahaa...

I know this blog input is utterly random...

Anyway...I'd just wanna say that, in life... there are times you've got to live for yourself.
coz you'll never know when nobody is right behind you...
however you want to take that...
1) you may be the last in line
2) they aren't there to catch you when you fall
3) they probably don't understand what's coming around...

Whatever the case is... one has got alot of ass covering to do...
sometimes it's not just my ass I've to cover...

A 500hp raging monster...
5.2L 32 valve super charged rubber burner
that looks great even just on the sides...
With breathing sound....fierce enough to be any head turner...
at 6 speed manual transmission...you could simple smoke anyone beside and behind...
Best to scare any bird brains at any street races...
Cool eh...
very close to my all time feared....fire bird....
the very one I am lacking the guts to take it on again...
the fully mechanical movement care that roars with power and super charged torque...

"And one day I'll wake up to a thought...
That I'd want nothing more...
My life...so many years just gone by in a blink...
and I'd just want a few moments more
to hold every memory close to my heart..."

To live life in content...

What makes a great man in marketing...

Today...the moments brought me to a new understanding...
That a great man is one who is so skilled that nothing stops him from
moving forward. No stumbles are obstacles enough to cripple him...
but when it comes to bringing across ideas to another...erhmm...
now that could be a problem...

Then it comes to the next stage where...
A great marketing man is one who can sell ice-cubes in the north pole...

Like jumping into an obvious red ocean, yet imerging victor over all competitions...

Inspired....by just my small moments of thought...

Took off work in the late morning...taking a break for yet another match...
yes yes ...I might be limping...just alittle bit but, when the muscles were warmed up,
speed run was up and going again.

Far end was pure brawl, fighting for an egg on the field...the name is GILBERT.
big splashes of mud on face with some covering the eyes...
couldn't see clearly but yet pushing in a scrum like a bull dragging a whole lot
of crap through the fields...

Down below were studded adidas everywhere awaiting to crush any knuckles in their way.
And soon, when GILBERT was out, it was speed, strategy and reflexes...
Racing to the double pole destination... I scored a try.
Ending a wonderful 37-11 victory...

But living poor Gilbert exhausted in the middle of the field...wasted...

hahaha....

Hounding on a 4 cylinder, 5 gear coupe...
rev it up to a 100km/h at a mere 5sec
and roaring the 1795cc 7000rpm on a feather weight machine...
Oh yeh...tell me about it... I've yet again test driven the small toy-like car,
Lotus Elise...
cool black and classy...
But drinks petrol like water....goodness...

The feeling was ridiculously good. hahahaa...

well...of course...whatever I've said....it could've only been done at nite....lol...

Yet another day at work...
feels like the weekends weren't any in the first place.
Too much going on...
So much to keep up that I hardly have time to just stone and rest the mind.
Need a breather...need it sometime...soon.

trying to set a target also to open offices in Korea and Taiwan.
Goodness! 2 places that I have language problems with!
a big headache...but somehow I'll cope with that...
Can cope with indian or arabs...I should be able to cope with anything...
c'mon...what can be that difficult?...get a translater at most!....lol

4 matches with one I gave up against my friend.
kept pulling back....couldn't help it.

3 knock outs and 1 walk out...
aching ribs and a painful ankle...

But the face shows none...
yet the heart is beatened to a crumb....
for the moments....

The moment is now...the feel...the burst...
I'm taking it back...
getting it all back...
I need the rush...
the feeling all flush...
Bringing on blows...
throws and all the action...
the feeling of adrenalin satisfaction...
All my combinations and chained reaction..
All the power and vent of frustration...
In my at own rhythm...
My own pace...
movements of my own creation...
reflections of the restarted street fight...
Somebody stop me!

"Money can buy happiness...uuntil you look over the fence and see how much more your friends have..."

Won more than a thousand playing shit...Gatheriing engorged stack of chips
and backed away from the arena still trembling from the adrenaline binge, I floated across life's
risk taking shade...
And looked on my fellow life game junkie...
Time to pool our take and blow it on extravagantly overpriced red meat...
But then "I am down" said he...
And it was real bad...like the america flowed into an anarchy...
he lost whole lot to the foreign exchange.

There are sure ways to ruin an overnight risk bender with a friend.
leaving tables with different results. When both leave out ahead, then it's time to test Chris Rock's
theory about champagne room.
Damn...nothing but grief. To help or not to help? An offering is yet a posibility to offend his pride...
But after all why should I in this case?...Friendship isn't a Marxist endeavour.
Can't be sustained across the great line in life that divides the winners from losers. a conspiracy among men
of the same station. Role of money offends democratic ideals, primal model of absolute loyalty.
but the size of a man's bankroll has innumerable repercussions.
I had to deal with my own other shit...cover thy own ass first...

Damn...difficult situations when there is not much extras actually to help....which route to take I have no freakin idea.

hmm so what's money? --->means access to restaurants, vacation spots, season tickets...blah blah blah...lifting
the velvet rope.
And your posse can't roll if that rope drops down in front of some members. lol...

Think I'm just being super random today.....
crap...

Just had one weird mood today...
Simply having questions all over my head.
About life...career...love...
Damn it....everything...

Think I need some new space to re-evaluate the whole situation once more.
I need to grow...and I need to grow fast. Real fast actually. Question is...will I hit my
target by 30?...
Hard....real hard. But not impossible!

Where I am now, taking seat on the 3rd highest post of the company in decision making...
The pressure of making things happen is very high... blood will almost spill if I'm not careful.
my lack of sleep is ridiculous and I do hope I don't reach the state of being inhuman again...
INSOMNIA...!!!

sigh oh well....back to work....back to work...a long hard day's work!

Developed as a much more powerful and larger replacement for the 356...
an evolution of the Beetle...

Rear mounted 415hp 6-cylinder engine of boxer configuration.
5,500rpm with 12:1 compression ratio.
311km/hr top speed and a 4s 0-100 rating....

Oh yes if you're thinkin' what I'm thinkin'....
It's the 911 GT3!

yup...the ecstatic feeling of handling it on friday...
was a good blood rush.

Black...shiny...and majestic engine roar...
With quick manual gear shifts you can get it up and speeding
transforming the side street lamps into a stream of yellow lights form the side of my eye vision.

Tell me about fast and furious...

But I think I still can't beat my feeling that I've yet to overcome when roaring the Firebird many years back...
fully mechanical monster.