What is it?...
I'm at the brim...
rocking by the edge of the fence...
How long can I stay
How long will I sway...
No longer knowing where all these leads to;
I tried so hard and got this far,
but now I still see everything's like char
crap it is..
rubbish it is...
this academic life is simply my waste...
Now my tongue has lost taste..
taste to everything and anything...
Just no mood to take the next step;
What's the next step anyway?...
I no longer know...
I NEED SOME ANSWERS!!!
Where art thou?
Are you up there watching over me?
Are you goin' to tell me you've got other plans for me?
c'mon...leading the life of the unwanted
or simply a wonderer?
Lonesome, empty, cold and dark?
Tell me...just tell me...
Show me a sign!!!
I've been already hit twice on the same spot
what could be worst?...
Bring it on!
I've got nothing to lose...
suppress me if you must and just let me grow again...stronger....
tougher...
but a terror inside...
and on fire!
NTU...what the hell is this place?...
pissed crap lecturers...
trying to make a difference when they don't look into the mirror
to find themselves unable to guide...
unable to teach...
They should jolly well go for NIE and fail there first before thinking of joining the academic line.
NTU a school?....university?
I guess not...more of an industry of robotic cultivation...
where they install and enhance the memory of those who already has good memory to begin with.
Where they just 'help' up those who need no help...
and burn the cash of those who sincerely needs aid...
money suckers!
Every damn thing about them is about payment...
about money...
it's all full of shit less the passion...
Passion was never a word for them...
Just wasted...
