Confused at what my status is...
attached?
single?
... what am I really?...

maybe it's...."confused"...


A good friend's dad just passed away...while they were on a family trip...
bid farewell in his sleep in the hotel...
How unexpected and unfortunate things can be...
Just like towards the cross over to the new year to find my aunt pass away...
what a shock I had by a call just a few years ago and I guess nearing the time... the feeling hasn't passed.

So much things....so little time... low on resources... tired...

Spending christmas and new year with military disturbances... grand's problems... relative's sadness...

totally not good at all...