Last nite a had a weird but good dream...
where you were here just beside me...
the first I saw when I opened my eyes...
so close...so very close...
it felt so real that I couldn't believe it myself...
when I really woke up and didn't see you there...
I almost picked up and called you...

until reality hit....

bring me back into that dream please....

lol

They say "When the time is right"...
So when is the right time?....
really...
When?...
or is it just some pure guessing game?...
game of chances?...

goodness...that's tiring...

Last night... I tried something I've not done in a long time...
a long distance run....
This time was from home to Choa Chu Kang Way...at the brim of where my grand stays...
Goodness...when I say it's been a long time....I mean it...panting madness...

I've done distances
1) home-tampines
2) home-hougang
3) home-esplanade
4) sembawang beach-orchard road
not counting those shorter ones though...
now adding up is home-choa chu kang way...

Guess I needed the run...
so much to think about...so much running through my head...
it's like swirls unending.

come to think of it... I've taken on so many challenges...
against my fear of heights and speed...
nobody could actually tell that coz of what I've been doing these days....
scaling cliffs....overhangs...monstrous waves...storms...

haiz...but then again...with all those extremes...injuries I've got countless!