Tired...

What a day it's been...
Reaching work so early in the morning...and getting out of office even later than normal...
ridiculous!
My mind just went for a shut down...
After speaking to the Div Vice prez, Uncle Chow, I learnt some valueable lessons concerning the field of engineering...
"The thing about engineering is to do wonders with simple ideas... a complicated product can be done by anyone"... and the explanation of the Tao symbol..."Everything in life goes in a cycle, balance in a circular motion... And in any peaceful and smooth flowing process there is an element of risk, yet there is always a spark of opportunity in the midst of adversity..."
Some cool teachings huh....hahaa....

Soon as I reached home, I tumbled down on my room floor and just went to a short session of deep sleep...
tired....exhausted....suddenly my body just let go of everything and shutdown...
Flashes of how I felt my break up uncontrollably struck my mind...
the feelings rushed in...and thus I write.....

~Simple joys, hopes and sorrow all at once break
like ripples on the shore of the deep and solemn river
where my willing feet firmly stood...
Oh I see you in my dreams
passing through my soul and then
leaving me, you went away...
leaving me incomplete...
And though our parting seems like yesterday,
daily life tries to soften of its bitter pain
and while learning this aching experience
I hope...
For the touch of grief
will render my nature more serene,
giving life to new aspirations,
a new trust in the unseen.
Hope and faith, born of my sorrow
pillars in my life they shall become
and the foundation on which they stand
shall be my heart.
Never have I felt wasted in any moment with you.
I'm not as good as you thought me to be,
But...
I've tired to do right...
And now it seems like it's too late to even try
to do better in your darling eyes.
It's a comfort yet to know that someone
has once loved me
only the way you did...
More than anything in the world,
I used to think I couldn't let you go...
Slowly I'm learning to feel I didn't lose you
and that you're more to me than before...
When and if you turn to me,
I won't fail you...
and if it's hard at times to be alone,
please remember that I've not forgotten you...~