A night of comfort sleep
though short and partial awake...
When I did, deep it was...
like I never want to wake up
In the arms of warmth and cosiness
Unalone and embraced...
I was happy...were you too?
Though it was different
but I guess I'll take whatever is left...
to spend my days
holding on to sanity.
I tear and I bleed
but I hope it doesn't fall one side
If it is... I'd let go instead
for burden it should not...
All I know,
taking away affection,
emotions, actions, sight,
and every else material...
I still find love in me...
Maybe that's how
"loving until it hurts"
comes about...

Headaches and migrains swarmed
waves after waves...
going through the day was hard...
thinking of you took my mind of the physical pain....
just having your smiles in my mind...
self sufficient?...
I'm sure not...
well, but your imagery works
was brilliant...
Alas! my body grows tired...
exhausion sipping in bit by bit...
with the mind still trying to empower...
A zombie I may seem...
but very soon....just very soon...
I might turn off the lights...
uncontrolled...
just hope that if I awake...I'd see the most beautiful sight to me....
Just you...
Only you...