It's never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there's actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I've met you, my whole heart has changed
It's not just my beats, you've rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you've brought me back
And I haven't felt like this since before buddy said Ken relax

And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the choices best
All I'm asking you, is don't write me off, just yet

For all days I've been telling myself, the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my all time, former glories
But you've given me a reason, to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact, that you'd wipe up all my plans

And though I know, I've already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I'm asking you, is don't write me off, just yet

Wah the end of my ICT finally....
5 days....short but really mentally draining.
Fortunately the people I was supporting in the Armour unit
had many of my friends in there and those I've worked with before
during my tour in the Division HQ. I was able to get things done easily
and get lucky with some stuff to make my life easier.

All days were nothing much but planning and planning...
explaining to people on the bigger picture of how things would turn out,
the reasons for certain things being done and stuff...
So much strategizing so much thinking so much talking...
Alamak....so much for them taking this as a break from the daily routine
in life...
I think it's worse....

Hardly have time to sleep there...
simply late nights and super early mornings...
and all with a super long winded CO...

And so I said "Being an officer does not give me any great
benefits, niether does it give power for suppression...
it simply imposes responsibilities. We here my brothers, are going to be
the kings of the battlefield and must make our presence felt by those we
standby for support."

All of a sudden, great memories of my military life just swept by and I found
that even as new breed officers, the higher ranking ones have to lean towards us for
support and advice....