Slept for a good 24hrs straight...
in for exhausion...strengthless...mental drain...
took the whole day to recharge the biobattery....hahaha

But my head is still swirling...

Anyway...the ending feeling of the week...
was good.
satisfaction.
proven my abilities...and time effectiveness.
Now the topic on the weird indian man that told of my future has become the topic
to talk about between my parents and their friends...

realised also that I've got white hair growin' on my head already...
OMG...

Phew!!
What a week...seriously what a week it's been...
totally drained by work and the loads of responsibilities.
Suddenly I realised that I'm above all branch geneal managers and directors...
squeezing sales figures out of them...
teaching them the art of technical sales...
teaching them technical handling...
teaching them technical analysis of systemic faults or designs...
goodness!
And it's a whole week of hardcore extra stuff besides my daily work...
trying to force in the entire industrial products and commercial products info in just a week...
I think they all are also overloaded by the info....hahaha...

And even after that...have got so much to catch on my loaded work due to the times I'm not in office...

Oh the rush....esp when having to multi task the whole day through at a 12hr routine.

Fortunately though...at least I've got this weekend to take a day's breather... no more insomnia to back me up on time.

Today...a strange man came up to me to prove his supernatural abilities...
being able to tell my past....my character...my numbers in family size like how many brothers and sisters....
how the sequence is like....my birthday....my religion...what I've been feeling about work and life...
This is crazy....I never believed in fortune tellers...but this....this really shocked the hell out of me.
he could pre-write something out....crushed it in a piece of paper and then talked to me about it and after which
asked me to open the paper to double comfirm his findings after looking at me.

And then he went on telling me about what's like for in the future....together with some caution...
Totally too shocking for me to just remain alert for that moment...

And the best part...he wanted nothing from me... I just offered him a drink....that was purely it.

gave me a stone to keep...
something that is of special usage along my life....

Goodness me....don't know what's all these for...

still trying to figure out...
and awaiting to see the truth in his words of things being predestined for me at the end of this year...
and how things will be on a rise from this november on....

aiyoh...can this be real?....hahahaa...

Life unpredictable..
Like a sunny day fallen with a heavy rain...
With a need for time, abundance for what you don't wanna do...
A couple behind on a chase, yet taking a step forward for only one...
Being determined but yet need some focus...
The madness world in reality that people live it, don't realise it...

After work was a mixing set I was just doin' for the sake of let off steam...
For the steps of pretty people in body fit clothes
walking down the road they call the norm for the lands and take off for planes...

The suave, the cool, the sweet, the gorgeous and the sexy...

but there I was basically moving the whole floor with earth shaking thunderous music
in beats of pop, hip hop and modern acid jazz...

Feels like the entire mood and feeling was put into just the turntable, countless discs and me...
scratchin'....shiftin'...changin'...and rollin' the controls and snappin' up buttons to make all go well...

Not sure why but I'd normally stay around to mingle with the good graciously gorgeous...
but totally had no mood after that...looking at them after the even was just plain nothingness...

Some mood I'm just flowin' in for today...
all the work and draining responsibilities probably....
oh well...

Suddenly have to urge to do something to scare the wits of myself again...
Maybe it's some inner fetish I have...doing things to challenge my mental state...or
just to get me out of the mono routine.

The last time I said I would put on any pink or fool around the idea of dances...
There I took on salsa...and soon I went on for 2 stages of it...
So besides doing the DJ for samba music or world music ranges, I headed off for a total new genre
of mixes. Very much younger was toying with the feeling of height phobia and speed phobia...
yes yes I know the people who knows me will find it hard to believe with regards to these 2 aspects...
But it was true and horrible...imagine I couldn't even walk pass the overhead bridges or even take the slightly
faster speed in my dad's tortoise speed car...maybe snail would be a better word.

But now....erhmm....I think I need not say more on that...hahaha...

Now I'm toying with the idea of taking up Argentine Tango....
erhmm....should I or should I not?....damn it...
need to find that time slot...or someone who is also game enough to be my partner and go on with that flow...
now that part is the bigger challenge than overcoming my procastination of going for it.


hahahaa....

~There will be no ordinary days for you
If there is someone who cares like I do
just for you sweet girl
I'll be always ready with a smile
With just one glimpse of you
You dont have to search no more
Cause I am someone who would love you for sure
So... If we fall in love
Maybe we'll sing this song as one
If we fall in love
We can write a better song than this
If we fall in love
We will have this melody in our heads
If we fall in love
Anywhere with you will be a better place~

Gone has been the weekend I enjoyed most...
A wonderful saturday...
And an eventful sunday meeting up with old friends and good buddies
all at a good friend's wedding...

Somehow...something struck me last night...
I just realised that people actually took note of my many likes and dislikes...
just like even going down to the kinda of food and desserts I'd go for...
or the kind of lifestyle I'd go on with.
I'd hear things like "Kenneth wouldn't want to eat that... doesn't really like sweet stuff"...
or "Kenneth probably would be kept busy doing...."....or "Kenneth simply likes....."
and blah blah blah....

anyway... nothing bad about it...just never thought people really would remember.... coz it really
isn't that important at all.

Well...Congrats to my 2 friends....Ben and Michelle in their marriage!
Here's something I did for them....a flip page album...

http://www.thebenandmichelle.bravehost.com/

Was a wonderful evening well spent...
After work was rugging in the fields at the friendly with a foreign team...
then comes meeting the smiley for dinner and an evening at 'Swan Lake'...

Haahaa....actually it's Swan Lake on Ice...
a performance by Imperial Ice stars...a famous premier theatrical ice skating company
in the world.

Totally great stunts and coordination altogether I must say. Totally put me and me date seated with
mouth wide opened for some scenes...

Whatever it is....even if Swan Lake wasn't that all good...
The evening was already worth while rushing my entire week for...
wouldn't mind living the evening one more time... =)

For the past few nights...I haven't gotten any sleep...
Helpin' Good Buddy Ben in this marriage prep...well the photo and
graphic stuff especially.

Poor thing,....sudden panic...
Fortunately I was in Singapore...if not I'd feel bad forever.
The feelin' was good helping, though my lost of the insomnia
syndrome...so I can't ever take too many nights without sleep...
yet having to work the very next day..

Totally tiring.

Ben and Michelle...
Which them all the best! and I do hope the Photo Vid is
good enough for them....tried rushin' it out in 2 nights...
Ain't my big standard but it has to be it....
Time nowadays is kinda tight... don't have time for many things.

I'm ain't a robot no more....
Don't know if that's good or bad....coz I suffer the sleepy spells often in the day...
but have to pull through with the amount of work and things to take
responsibility for.

I've got to push on!

So rush So rush today!!!

9 quotations to set 12 enquiries to see to and 3 projects to propose....
all in the freaking morning!!! OMG....
the hulk is bursting inside....I'll become the green monster soon....lol

hahaa

Whoa! Relief!
Managed to divert off all possible big overseas arrowing for this weekend!!!
No choice...This weekend is important to me.

Can miss other weekends but not this weekend.
Not now... not ever this weekend!

And so at least I've got a slight break on the moving about from office...phew!

Argh....this is madness!!!
just had the wind that I've to make a trip to Brunei and then to Pahang this week and possibility of it
stretching to the weekends is high.

Give up all things, I'm not missing this weekend!

Having made plans for a performance that rightfully burnt a hole in my pocket...
and a gd friend's wedding I promise to turn up for....
I can miss any other weekends, but not this one.
Give me a break!

too many last minute stuff that results me in having lost time!

I maybe an on the ball worker, but I ain't superhuman!
I ain't for emotionless working process!

ARgh!....madness!

nvm....play games....act blur....
hohoho....

~Left me with goodbye and open arms
A feeling that so deep I can't hold
You're just invincible in my eyes
And the only thing against us would be time
Could it be any harder to watch you go...
walking off back home
If only I had one more hour
better one more day...
Here I lay and blind myself in laughter
A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
I just want to turn back the time
But I know I just don't have the power...
Your scent so sweet
stickin' to me always
I wish you needn't have to go
To just spend alittle more time...
to be near you again...
Oh could it be any harder....~

And I question everything and wonder about every....anything...
questions questions questions....I never stop questioning...
Everyday I've been asking at least 5 'why's...
learning curve maybe...
or is it that my questions weren't answered to begin with...?

Or I'm just turning stupid by the days...

well of coz...sometimes...it's just to irritate the hell out of people....hahahaa...

I know this blog input is utterly random...

Anyway...I'd just wanna say that, in life... there are times you've got to live for yourself.
coz you'll never know when nobody is right behind you...
however you want to take that...
1) you may be the last in line
2) they aren't there to catch you when you fall
3) they probably don't understand what's coming around...

Whatever the case is... one has got alot of ass covering to do...
sometimes it's not just my ass I've to cover...

A 500hp raging monster...
5.2L 32 valve super charged rubber burner
that looks great even just on the sides...
With breathing sound....fierce enough to be any head turner...
at 6 speed manual transmission...you could simple smoke anyone beside and behind...
Best to scare any bird brains at any street races...
Cool eh...
very close to my all time feared....fire bird....
the very one I am lacking the guts to take it on again...
the fully mechanical movement care that roars with power and super charged torque...

"And one day I'll wake up to a thought...
That I'd want nothing more...
My life...so many years just gone by in a blink...
and I'd just want a few moments more
to hold every memory close to my heart..."

To live life in content...

What makes a great man in marketing...

Today...the moments brought me to a new understanding...
That a great man is one who is so skilled that nothing stops him from
moving forward. No stumbles are obstacles enough to cripple him...
but when it comes to bringing across ideas to another...erhmm...
now that could be a problem...

Then it comes to the next stage where...
A great marketing man is one who can sell ice-cubes in the north pole...

Like jumping into an obvious red ocean, yet imerging victor over all competitions...

Inspired....by just my small moments of thought...

Took off work in the late morning...taking a break for yet another match...
yes yes ...I might be limping...just alittle bit but, when the muscles were warmed up,
speed run was up and going again.

Far end was pure brawl, fighting for an egg on the field...the name is GILBERT.
big splashes of mud on face with some covering the eyes...
couldn't see clearly but yet pushing in a scrum like a bull dragging a whole lot
of crap through the fields...

Down below were studded adidas everywhere awaiting to crush any knuckles in their way.
And soon, when GILBERT was out, it was speed, strategy and reflexes...
Racing to the double pole destination... I scored a try.
Ending a wonderful 37-11 victory...

But living poor Gilbert exhausted in the middle of the field...wasted...

hahaha....

Hounding on a 4 cylinder, 5 gear coupe...
rev it up to a 100km/h at a mere 5sec
and roaring the 1795cc 7000rpm on a feather weight machine...
Oh yeh...tell me about it... I've yet again test driven the small toy-like car,
Lotus Elise...
cool black and classy...
But drinks petrol like water....goodness...

The feeling was ridiculously good. hahahaa...

well...of course...whatever I've said....it could've only been done at nite....lol...

Yet another day at work...
feels like the weekends weren't any in the first place.
Too much going on...
So much to keep up that I hardly have time to just stone and rest the mind.
Need a breather...need it sometime...soon.

trying to set a target also to open offices in Korea and Taiwan.
Goodness! 2 places that I have language problems with!
a big headache...but somehow I'll cope with that...
Can cope with indian or arabs...I should be able to cope with anything...
c'mon...what can be that difficult?...get a translater at most!....lol

4 matches with one I gave up against my friend.
kept pulling back....couldn't help it.

3 knock outs and 1 walk out...
aching ribs and a painful ankle...

But the face shows none...
yet the heart is beatened to a crumb....
for the moments....