And the retest for Chilli Crabs after 3 freaking years of not touching the concoction...
Verdict...
hmmm....well you gotta ask those who've tried it...
and seems there ain't anything left for a second try....
:p
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Weekend ending..
Weekend is coming to an end...
I think... it somehow has open my mind to some different perspectives...
Probably I've not yet really thought of. Maybe, just to keep myself away from feeling like shit.
Life should just be simpler right?
Wrong.
Life ain't that simple. And it just can't be what I'd love it to be and I guess I've to just be alittle robotic
and try to have myself alittle more hardy. Be it in anything at all..
But if I ever succeed in doing so, people will probably find me a total unfeeling person with no emotions
or whatsoever. So the question is...is it the preferred mode?...hmm... pros and cons now...
then again....Who could understand the shit being stirred?
I think I really need to vanish into the nothingness and just meditate...reflect alittle...
I with all my sincerity...
hate to be left in limbo...suddenly not knowing why in the crap I'm in a crossroad.
And somehow, I am seemingly placed in such a position that I'm just seated there in wonder.
Like, what I'm doing is always having tones behind that I've to look into....
which seems like a whole lot of issues that I've to clear up, taking half the amount of brain cells left in my head...
strategizing, foresight, calculations, decisions, problem solving, planning schemes and protections and
all the blah blah...though it's like a forte and I like doing but, as the saying goes..."too much of anything is no good"
And where am I going with doing all these? Maybe I need something that is structured in pathways while
now things seem rather bleak...which I totally not so much into the liking of.
Lost some in my investments 3 months ago and feeling the crunch just when I can't pull out of it, otherwise
everything else will come tumbling...I used to be able to come up with something that can turn me around
with a snap of my fingers....but why not now?....sigh...maybe I'm just having too much of my
half set of brain cells overloaded on...and I see it calls for some shifting very soon....in the works for that...
coz it's a must.
And the very thing that strengths me through days is still on a halfway house that I can't say much at the moment...
still seeing how things goes, and having to look at the fact that I can legally burn rubber on tar before knowing anything...
sometimes, I really keep asking myself the same old question why...but like I said...
it's like asking a question when I already know what's to come...
So better just keep my mouth shut.
right?.....right...
oh well...cheers! hava happy easter for those who are celebrating...
And tomorrow, I might just call in for leave... need to keep myself on the hook somewhere...
Just can't work like that...
sort things out is a must...I know I can do it....
erhmmm.....somehow...
I think... it somehow has open my mind to some different perspectives...
Probably I've not yet really thought of. Maybe, just to keep myself away from feeling like shit.
Life should just be simpler right?
Wrong.
Life ain't that simple. And it just can't be what I'd love it to be and I guess I've to just be alittle robotic
and try to have myself alittle more hardy. Be it in anything at all..
But if I ever succeed in doing so, people will probably find me a total unfeeling person with no emotions
or whatsoever. So the question is...is it the preferred mode?...hmm... pros and cons now...
then again....Who could understand the shit being stirred?
I think I really need to vanish into the nothingness and just meditate...reflect alittle...
I with all my sincerity...
hate to be left in limbo...suddenly not knowing why in the crap I'm in a crossroad.
And somehow, I am seemingly placed in such a position that I'm just seated there in wonder.
Like, what I'm doing is always having tones behind that I've to look into....
which seems like a whole lot of issues that I've to clear up, taking half the amount of brain cells left in my head...
strategizing, foresight, calculations, decisions, problem solving, planning schemes and protections and
all the blah blah...though it's like a forte and I like doing but, as the saying goes..."too much of anything is no good"
And where am I going with doing all these? Maybe I need something that is structured in pathways while
now things seem rather bleak...which I totally not so much into the liking of.
Lost some in my investments 3 months ago and feeling the crunch just when I can't pull out of it, otherwise
everything else will come tumbling...I used to be able to come up with something that can turn me around
with a snap of my fingers....but why not now?....sigh...maybe I'm just having too much of my
half set of brain cells overloaded on...and I see it calls for some shifting very soon....in the works for that...
coz it's a must.
And the very thing that strengths me through days is still on a halfway house that I can't say much at the moment...
still seeing how things goes, and having to look at the fact that I can legally burn rubber on tar before knowing anything...
sometimes, I really keep asking myself the same old question why...but like I said...
it's like asking a question when I already know what's to come...
So better just keep my mouth shut.
right?.....right...
oh well...cheers! hava happy easter for those who are celebrating...
And tomorrow, I might just call in for leave... need to keep myself on the hook somewhere...
Just can't work like that...
sort things out is a must...I know I can do it....
erhmmm.....somehow...
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