It's been really long since I last did much with Adobe...
This picture actually wasn't taken in front of any painting....but now it does seem alittle like that...
hahahaa....
An illusion created that makes Jacelyn and myself pop out of the scene...

quite cool eh...

:p

Without risk, U R Undefeatable, but without risk, there is no victory

In times like this...
I just have to find something that is real reachable,
long term and stable...
But that takes alot of research.
So tiring... :p

Title for today; the very saying that I live by.

For these few days, I've recovered back some investment capital and should be on
for the profits soon.

I think I'll churn them into my soon to fire website biz...
yet again, there are so much corners to cover in that area and to step very carefully
on the 'danger waters'.
However, I think it's worth it, because if all things go through, the time and money spent researching
and testings to develop a product of my own would be all worth it...
Imagine creating a niche product of my own....hmmmm....well
making it into reality soon!

Have to also think of packing them and stuff like that, so that for the simple non-costly item
brings much better value...


:)

A new week to go! lots to work on!

2 Long hard weeks...
many many missions
much more tormenting mental challenge put in...
finally, it's been all cleared off well.
CO made great comments about me being someone very dependable
and really know my stuff well...
but really? do I?
Don't really think so....maybe I just have the acquired skill of making a good
smoke screen.

Well maybe I'm just one person who can't really register whatever that is not practical to me....
probably certain things doesn't make operational sense to me...but still...
if people want to hear it...I just give it....and there...
I piece the entire load worth of smoke into the brief and planning
having all present think I was jack shit good with the whole understanding....
but....erhmm...it was my 3 'C' tact...but good... :p

I guess on the overall, I just enjoyed out field where time passed faster and having to work
on practical missions to take my mind off time that I couldn't be with jacelyn.

There were some times when I couldn't even make contact with her to have a chat...
now that was not too nice...
Really felt uneasy. I simply can't imagine myself as a regular in the arm forces...
I'd probably go crazy.

Anyway...it's the end of yet another training phase...and I just really want to see my sweetheart soon.

Pity I can't see her today with her arrangements made with her sec sch friend....
but understood...it's been a long time for the frenz to meet so....let it be.

I just hope tomorrow is good and the day after...

I just miss her so much...

Ok after tonite and a day of tomorrow...
I'll be off to green land...
2 weeks of hardcore reservist training.
Just found out this term's mission...
It so doesn't seem too fine. Live on Red bull? Having it fill my blood streams to take it all?
Well we'll see..

But tonight's dinner was great. Well I felt it was great.
No matter what...ambience, service quality, food type and exclusiveness in a change of taste...
all to the top.
Of course ah....the bill was also to the top.
But I reckon it was worth it... really hope Jacelyn and her mum really enjoyed themselves with the 2 time
display of Fire works from the national day practice...
Romantic atmosphere with a touch of first time live experience for her mum from the way I see it...
but it was a good feeling.

Having good food for the 14 days of combat crap food I've to take down...Ewww... totally not for human. :p
So what if they specially prepare some for officers... I hate army food anyway. hahaha....

Oh well...
I'm really gona miss my darling while I'm in there...
like I'm gona burst out of the camp any time just to give her a hug and a kiss to make my day.
Aiyah but will survive wan lah... Hohohoo...

A build up of frustration was overwhelming, but strangely it was difficult to just describe it in words at that very moment.
It was boiling and hard to tell.... how could it be that my dear would've known?....
Maybe it was just purely a miscomm somewhere or a lack of communication on that matter...
Goes the same when she was feeling so.

But anyhow, most importantly, we both learnt something and how to deal with somethings with regards to the both of us.

I guess....I should just learn how to deal with the way Jacelyn sees things to be.