How is not wanting to rack up yesterdays
things you can't change
a very thing that can screw people up?
I thought letting go of yesterday and have new todays was a better deal?

I think no matter what I'm going to say...
what I do....
there is always a waiting moment to catch and fish out a fault
to have me whacked down and blame for....
whatever lah....my fault....
my wrong....my bad....
however you want it...

I can take the trouble in doing certain things...
I can spend however much (but now I'm freaking broke)
or feel however much for....
there is always something to pick about me....
oh well....
oh oh well
well well done!
how wonderful life is.... I'm just one person who can't seem to get some things right....
fark it...it's just me...
I guess I've explained myself eough....

going to burst! argh!

To think I planned
but yet went busted
tix gone wasted
but what can I say
when I'm no more
and nothing am I...

Suay is my middle name...
unlucky i guess...

a day out cut short
to the lab I returned
ending it with my project burnt
roasted plastic and sparking lead
it's gone it's gone it's gone...
so much time of work
all gone at a strike...
OH WTF!

Merry christmas!!!