Saturday, July 22, 2006

Funny how things are.

Just returned to the hostel from a whole afternoon til night outing with a whole group of dudes from the medical circle. Funny how it's like... having to hear the complains about life from the other side ie. the doctors. It brings me to a different perspective altogther and it's seemingly fresh to view life in a different angle. It's a pity after all the studies they've gone through just to complete their studies in medicine, they come to the medical industry to slog so much in hospitals...or to complete some bonds they are tied on to.

I guess life itself is crazy in every way. So much for Yin and Yang where everything comes to a certain balance....in this case, where is the balance? All the time, effort, money into studies and afterwhich pushed out to be 'slaves'... while on the other hand, there are those who barely study and didn't go through much education...they are the ones who make it big and are living in the life of riches. Madness isn't it?...

Well, I won't say much coz I haven't exactly hit my big point yet. In a short time I will and hopefully by then I might have come up with my great plan to kick start some system where money rolls in on one side like an automatic vending machine while I just take on a fixed and relaxed job...just to pass time, and leaving me spares to set up the family of my own...
Damn it....I'm just dreaming. But dreaming is good isn't it?... where there is a dream, there is creativeness and leading to innovative outcomes and thus a point of challenging myself to take charge of my plans. Success is then the ability to attain what was seemingly impossible in the past....isn't it?... =)

Dawn...
knowing her is like knowing the very first friend since the very day I was born....hmm..well maybe 2hrs later. hahaa...
It felt like it's been ages that I've known her but yet took me 25yrs of my life to understand her because, it's only now that we started catching up...hmm well since I don't know what to start.
We did meet in the past, but what would 5yr old toddlers know about socializing then?.... how to throw around rattles and screaming our heads off while running about the whole place?
She is simple, yet an amazing person. Interesting I guess... somewhat similar to me yet different...but there was something that was common between us....I'm not too sure what it is besides our liking for 'Superman'. Though after so darn long, we finally met up through our parents keeping contact with each other... it felt like meeting another stranger but yet knowing already so much about her.
Funny huh... haha...it is definately strange how things come about...

Oh well...another day has passed...and into another beginning of the weekends!
I'm gona try sleeping once more and if I fail....I'd be just closing my eyes to rest them as usual..
What's new. An everyday routine... I need to find my switch and turn myself off, disconnect from the energizer battery that has been feeding me the power that keeps me awake all 2-3months long....
I'll try....just try....