I'm in pain...
oh yes I am...
drilling deep inside
making a hole deeper every second...
is it love to let go
or is it love to fight to hold...
whatever the action is...
however the solution is...
I don't know...
Coz' it's no longer about me...
to me it's purely about you...
just being happy...
when that's done
I am too...
when that's not conquered...
nothing else is...
so where shall I start?
What shall I do?...
this growing pain and my aching heart...
I try not to think about it now
but the feeling just keeps coming back...
I'm dying...
my brains are frying...
feels like I'm worth nothing now...
like fit for nobody...
I'm just waste...wasted material
fat of the land....
And baby I fear losing you
and fear whatever I do or try...
can't get through...
trying is an endless process for me...
I won't stop...
'til you hit the brakes....
............

turning mad...crazy...
rattling mindless funk time to time...
unsure what's for tomorrow...
hard up for today...
pain of yesterday....