getting on a day...

It's been a day....
a day without the drive i used to have
a day when I don't keep track of time to get off work...
coz it just became unimportant altogether...
what else was it for me to look forward into?
the truth is...nothing...
wonder how she is...
just do...
sigh...
picking up was easy...but seemingly though I hope I'm wrong....
letting go was also easy for her...
seemed so easy...

my aches...my heart aches so much..
with every ticking seconds of the today....