I lay motionless...
weakened
staring into the blank of my ceiling...
a burning feeling arises...
an emptiness I felt as I travelled in the last ending week
I missed...
and I realised only being away
Away from everything
and there an apparition
or was it an image stuck at the back of my mind...
appeared right before me...
as I flowed myself into a short eyes close...
I reached out and it was gone...
Then a text beeped out of my pocket...
my delighted eyes brightened...
You are missed...
I told you so.
And the picture clip was merged with a beautiful song...
selected with you in mind...
all with a meaning behind...

But maybe all I am
is the invisible man...

Eagle in the dark
feathers in the pages...
Monkeys in my heart
Rattling in their cages
I walked a way that's blue
like I'm another ghost to follow...
It's only up to you...
Now my head is swell and hollow...
Romancing people are...
Forget it I'm no Romeo...
I've lost it through and through...
Don't know how to get it...
it's like
One foot in the grave
Other in the shower...
It's so hard to say...
And it's painful by the hour...
2 hours more to go
and today's yesterday it follows...
And there you see...
a lonesome man a broken down me...
But it's life...
My life.....

rockin' the hellova my room on a nothing day...
Just some day....
A commercial uproar...
a romance burst...

I'm feeling this is gona be my most jialat V-day since
D-day of romancing in my life...
oh well...
Yet the first I don't spend a shit on anything....
hmmm well...maybe abit. lol...for contributions to canvassing....hahahaaa
OOOoooops....

"It's late at night, and all gone home.
So finaly, we are all alone.
The waitor says, we're closing very soon...
Still remind so long, don't want to say goodbye to you.
I've got plans for us tonight. Baby that's right.
We share the last glass of wine.
Our hearts are beating in perfect time.
Wondering who, would be the first to say.
You know it feels allright,
why don't you hold me tight?
And that's tomorrow comes a day.
Don't think about what they will say,
just close your eyes and dream away.
In my way."

Cocktail for a night of letting myself just fade...
fade away....

Cruz Gracia Sangria 100ml
Scotch whiskey 1 shot
Porta Chile Red Wine 100ml
Erdinger white 1 Can

Mix them in your stomach + churn alittle...

= Redish Kenneth Stoning and in mood slow music....sway the night away....lol

Argh.....for this moment....
this very moment....
I can't damn it focus!!!!
I head is just wondering everywhere!!!!
crazy!!!!

OMG....cannot take it....
totally madness....

There must be something disturbing my concentration.....hmmm ....now what could it be?.....
=/

feeling very restless....
from fatigue to restlessness...
I think the next step would be hyperactiveness....
Oh no....siao liao!

my Biological battery is having a surge!
freaking went for a run round the school...and did weights 'til my arms and legs shivered....but then...
after a nice shower...instead of getting relaxed and slack down....my body re-energized!!
MAdness! lol....