Life is simply so fragile..
one moment you're here
yet the very next...
you've crossed worlds.
Life is like a roller coaster...
interestingly troublesome...
full of variants...
what you feel today,
ain't gona be what you feel tomorrow.
So then, is there such word as 'forever'?
Or does it not even exist?
well without it, 'never' also won't come to place.
Wonder am I talking ay sense here...
Today seems like the day....where suddenly everything around me
stops in motion...or the pace just mallows down...
And here I am...
seated and in thought...
just what the hell have I don't through my 26 years of living?
Encountered and dealt with future shock...
merged in the changing patterns...
getting in and out of situations...problems....issues....whatever.
So what or where will I be 10 years down the road?
Will I get to the point where I wanna be?
Some overlooking say that I will...
Some say that the possibilities are infinite...
Some say it's hard...
Well I say...I want to very much but I don't know...
For the first time in a long time I'd say this...
maybe the battery life inside isn't on the high side
that I'm not at positive turns...
maybe I just feel some emptiness that I yet to fill...
and yet haven't...
There are some points in time where you wanna know some things...
And you'd take risks and chances to find or try...
yet...
the past burning wounds forbid you to carry on..
or should I say..set a limitation subconsciously...
Today I'd just hope to free my mind and make it for a free fall...
for the moments of flight...
feeling high...
just following the thing called gravity in the flow...
just following...

Today some of my senses tell me that the day somehow isn't good...
Something has just been disturbed...
and the lousy thing is I'm not sure what it is...
could be anything...