Spark and us...

Being asked about my husky...
it only pains me to not be able to see it now
maybe you don't know the pain i feel...
but the care i give it... the amount I'd put in to have it recovered.
I've wanted one and I'd always love it to have it to be with it...
but has it been easy?
every thing in my life has a reason...a meaning
spark's was you when I felt I totally lost you...
the only thing that kept me
with memories was spark...
of us looking at its breed and such...
the wonderful moments I held on
coz it felt like we were getting something of our own.
And even now its as important to me as keeping us alive...
and also keeping me standing...


the pain comes worst
with being compared to the confidence of us...
I grow weaker...
strengthless to the ground I fall...
though my face shows none
but my heart aches...

If taking us in this context...
then I see that no matter what... I've kept coming back
I kept myself going for you
not giving up on us...
it's something I've wanted...
even lost I still reached so much for...
my mind, heart, soul...everything was lost altogether
without you...it was such...
If it was just wanting and lost of appeal through pain
or anything at all...
it would've remained lost....and lost into forever.
But what's been happening isn't...
everything I've got I thrashed in...
to the last sec of my sanity I stand...
in a fight for us...
coz I believe it's mutual...
in love...

to me... what can affect me so much...
is meant for forever...
it doesn't lose appeal in anyway....it doesn't fade in me

I loved us
I love us
I still love us
I have always loved us
I will always love us...

most of all...in us there is you, min...