A second day
with a heart without a home
gone is the candy to my eyes
come a thief in the middle of the night
to steal my heart away
then it will have a place to stay
with no love
it's the only way...
or I'm just stranded
like a devil without the horns
an angel without my wings
niether here nor there
Just fallen...
right here on the ground
lost and unfound
Let me burn...
Burn away
What's the point when
I'm not sure where I am
reaching out for nothing
just nothing at all
all I feel is the heat
the tears the pain
how long once again?
how long do I have to feel this pain?
need to drift away to the open
the great open of mental freedom

Deep beyond my anger
there's sadness
alittle walk within you'll find pain
Beside is where you see tears
And finally reaching the core
Yet you still find love

Yet another night
tanning under the lonesome moonlight
I see myself once again
having just me for company
Could I help it?
There's nothing I can do
nothing more left to do
the pain resides sinking
slowly spearing in
with ever beat right through
the weakened heart
I cry the hardest tears
to know what I had
and what I loved
the very drive I had
is now gone...
all the energy in-store
if only love was for who I am
not what I could give
surprises that were planned
treats that were awaiting
just had to vanish or gone wasted
floating into the nothingness of the air
What else could I do
those were only meant for you
If only patience was the virtue
the little things would've been picked up
and at least the effort
was still appreciated
One will never know
the preparation
the slow heartful process
with every little thought
wholesome love was garnish
Afterall it's the result that mattered most
maybe lovers
where commitment plays no part
and thus expectations levelled
your space and mine
lives knitted yet departed
the course of uncertainty sets
and back to where time started
we return again into us
directionless and no where to go
Back to where I am
with nights
tanning under the lonesome moonlight...

Sigh...

heartfelt emotion
Creeping from deep inside
Cause being this person
Is all I've got left resides
all I want is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
Cos all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you think you know
You don't know