How is not wanting to rack up yesterdays
things you can't change
a very thing that can screw people up?
I thought letting go of yesterday and have new todays was a better deal?

I think no matter what I'm going to say...
what I do....
there is always a waiting moment to catch and fish out a fault
to have me whacked down and blame for....
whatever lah....my fault....
my wrong....my bad....
however you want it...

I can take the trouble in doing certain things...
I can spend however much (but now I'm freaking broke)
or feel however much for....
there is always something to pick about me....
oh well....
oh oh well
well well done!
how wonderful life is.... I'm just one person who can't seem to get some things right....
fark it...it's just me...
I guess I've explained myself eough....

going to burst! argh!