Tuesday, October 17, 2006

you keep me high
As I soar I fly
my heart with you
emotionally intrinsically safe...
But I guess...
Happy moments...wonderful times
efforts worth...
love thoughts and everything else...
has never been enough...
to you... I've never been the one...
probably not worth it...

Thanks for all the time...
the wonderful memories...
the care you showed...

But what you never know ...
the state i am...
it was all of you...
yet ironically the only strength to prolong...
was yet you.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Aye bro come on
soothe it now. how about going back into the DJ scene with me to scratch?
Forget about the painful life you are in. Remember the life you once had? live it again and let life be good. A guy like you really should not have a problem getting some girl to fall for you with what you do for them when the good days come. For now just chill when they are don't understand you for shit. Have time visit me right!

cheers,
Z!

Kenneth said...

Hey Z! wassup...it's been some time and only now you drop me a msg....anyway better late than never...
Well I guess things are rather painful...but isn't that's what love is all about?...
But of coz, I never expected it to be this painful though. I guess what makes it all so breaking to the point of depression is that... she is one girl I've unconditionally loved so much.... anyway...as she says...love ain't everything so...what else can I say..?

Been in and out of the neurologist room for the a cure that can't really be found... coz what's left was her... but now...gone from my life bro...I guess I'm stuck with the pain up in my head too...argh.. bring it on, life!

Anyway...don't think I will wanna go into that DJ scene anymore....tired. I know we used to travel around for the fun of it...featuring each other in some clubs and stuff....but.. I really see a need in settling down somehow... and she was one I thought I could... oh well...whatever.

I'll visit you when I've got the cash to fly over... but the stay is on you yah!...

Girls fall for me?....forget it... if the one dearest to me can push me off like that....seriously...I feel I'm really nothing any longer... so... lets not dream on that. thrash that idea. tell you the truth I still love her. of coz...doesn't mean she does still or would wanna show it....anyway....

you take good care ok...

Chaoz!