A lousy day just went by
without you by my side
I've got to admit...
I miss you
what used to be
and what's not right now...
starting to work my head off everything else I can think off
but at the end of the day... I find...
myself mentally exhausted...
can't carry on...
though physically still hyper active...
flashes of you sparked before me
I tear...and looking at what happy photos we had
the harder it came...
I just hide in my shell...
in fear of angry faces...
and only anger emotions...
feeling the lowest once more...
no matter what others may say
but the kenneth still lies
lost... not knowing where to go...
though somehow will get up strong
but aching seems like's here to stay...
yes...yes...
I still miss...
missing you...
with this...I'd just want to leave my room
and into a run unending... where only thing I think
my breathing pace...
where am I...
how long more...
and problems left behind...
til I return...
back in the cubicle...my room...
0207 a place of memories
a place we started once more.