Suddenly I feel tired...
Suddenly I've been shaken...
Like no matter how much I try to focus...
Things I hoped so much don't happen...
Washed me like the very wave that killed a part of me in a split years ago...

The aches and squeezes at every artery pump....

Sometimes there are things I just don't wanna see...
I don't wanna hear...
just run...
yes...may be I'd just need that...

it's been sometime since I last did that neverending run...just run...

Find myself back again after a weekend...
thought it was supposed to be the other way...
but anyhow...
funny how things can turn against you...

oh life.... BRING IT ON!